Burn me now. Soak me in your finest flammables cause I am worthy of the finest flame
Just end it. Just settle the score, in which I never had a say in. Turn me to dust so I may help the plants grow faster and give my energy to a fruit tree where my love can truly be.
Why didn’t you write back? Why didn’t you scrub the red of the rose from the white of the wall? It’s my colour! I told you to remove my pain. So others will make my mistakes and I won’t be alone.

I don’t love you I’m sorry to say; I don’t love you but its better this way.

You never do what you want,(why not?) you backed out on me sneaking into your room at 2 am, stabbed me in the back after you said I could sleep in your bed, you didn’t even kiss me when I knew you knew you wanted to.

Goodbye

You’re worthy of viewing my ascension from a distance, the same length you always thought I was from your heart. Ill even lend you my binoculars, just don’t weep, crocodile tears rot the plastic, and we can’t have you wasting any money on me. No not anything, you wasted your time with me, wasted your life, I’m so angry.

Give me the fuel, don’t hold back from me, or would you like this to last a little longer? Let me help you figure out the next heart string you long to pull twist and tear, so I’m guessing you want to give me your heart now? I filled it with nitroglycerine so I won’t be fooled again, you'll be blown apart by your lies. I thought we grew close? I’m so hurt. You can’t even really forgive me for something, after everything I’ve done for you. It makes me want to scream.

The flame, I'll light myself with your eyes, they kept my heart burning alive for so long. Enjoy the warm blood in your veins and watch mine vaporize so you can breathe my love for you. I loved you so much that I gave up wanting you to love me I prayed every night that you would just be happy, for your souls forgiveness and that I would take all the burdens of your soul, I just prayed for you to find the perfect right person for you, and I knew that wasn’t me and it killed me. Burnt me.

But such is life and so on. You burnt me once its time to go. They’ve called my name, the angels. I hope my interview passes or its right back to this hell. I'm angry at you I hope you know, you broke me and my heart I was almost symmetrical but now shards of me lay splintered in you. so part of me will always reside in you. But I don’t know what you look like anymore your silhouettes all blurred. I thought you understood my distorted view? But I can see in your eyes your unprecedented hate for those three words that ill always say to you. I LOVE YOU. Ha I love the awkward look in your eyes, just scream at me tell me you HATE ME. I know deep down there is some part of you that wants to give up, to tell me you how much you despise me, an the other part, which you completely ignore and interfere with, which tells you to kiss me. Well I wanted to kiss you too, and no matter how much you deny it ill always know we could have been. But that time has come and passed. Just like me and you a rainbow on the horizon, a ship in a bottle a message on the sea.


Look for my star in the sky. It’s the one closest to the sun, the one which is constantly outshined. Even when I burn, which is now, you won’t even see. Me.
But I AM this amber tree, so burn me if you will but I will still stand tall. No matter how you beat me so part of me will always be part of you, the turquoise butterfly bright violet ocean blue.

I’m just so sorry that it had to turn out this way. That our wonderful time could end on this miserable wonderful day.
You don’t know what this cost me.